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[06 Jun 2008|09:13pm] so once again another week creeps by where has the time gone i graduate in i beileve 2 weeks im so excited but at the same time i am so fucking scared this year really has been a hectic one i partially blame whats happened on myself i hope i end up one day feeling like i did it all for the best that in the end it wasnt a mistake ill be going to smc for 2 years and then transfer out possibly an art school or maybe cslb i hear they have a good art department.... i think ill enjoy college bein out on my own... i get my liscence next week ill be mobile finally ...i dont know why i lagged it so much and fuck i feel weird to admit..... but i fucking miss you dude i really do and it sounds dumb but its just how it is i guess 7 comments|post comment

[01 Jun 2008|06:28pm] wooh i think this has pretty much been the best weekend for the most part >.< mmm friday i went down into the hood...inglewood to go to a bomb ass ska show it was in a random lot so there was dirt everywhere and the next morning i was pickin black boogers out of my nose but hey..it was worth it saturday it was my moms b-day she got a dj and a taco stand mmmmm mmm dillon came over kissies and he helped me with my project sunday dillon left for work and at 1 i met up with jessica, nikki, and her friend iris we ate at some place in venice i think it was called...the boardwalk of venice..iono randomly i saw you... walked around for a while after...stole shit i love jessica for helpin me out >.< and yea that basically was it and now im waiting for alia to come pick me up were gonna go see tragedy :) i havnt been to a show with her in a while so im excited i think my homie alvin might come too which would be awesome! and mmm yea....................... ......aBOOP! post comment

[03 May 2008|06:22pm] first entry since i dont know when.... i've been stuck at home trying to finish my portfolio but i probably wont...and i really dont care at this point... i only need to pass 2 of my classes so im not gonna bother putting my energy in anything else i'm too stressed for that i donno....shits been lame lately... i overheard about something that upset me i didnt show it and im sorry... he was an awesome cat...despite the fact he slobbered up the ass ....by the time i figuered what i'd say it was already to late... i donno if you'll read this but i figured i write in hopes that maybe you would i will admit that i do miss you sometimes..... i miss nights of holding my best friend close while drunkenly singing the lyrics to songs some band was playing iiiii donno.....maybe one day... but not today post comment

[01 Jan 2008|01:44am] Happy New Year! wow another years gone by.. what a trip you look back on all the years and see how far you've come and how much you've changed its a trip.... i had fun today...hung out with my friend john and just chilled with a couple of friends ...im out in mississippi which is nice but i miss you guys!! and ill see you soon night! post comment

[25 Nov 2007|09:32pm] "it doesnt matter what u lost. what matters is what u have left and what u do with it" i had a good birthday i love my friends i miss you... i hate how i can feel so weak....that i get so consumed in it. i wish i could just shrug it off theres a billion fish in the sea one day ill find my fishy post comment

[10 Sep 2007|09:12pm] so school is back....how the fuck that happened so fast...i donno decided to not take cosmetology and instead got 6 art classes?! ha o well i deal life is actually really great...and i couldnt be happier me and dillon barely fight i enjoy my classes and i am finding inspirations for drawing no drama..at all its great saturday i think im going to sixflags for davids b-day that should be fun :) post comment

[29 Aug 2007|11:10pm] i love my boyfriend i really do :) friday is his b-day and hes turning 20 thats wierd.... i go back to school on tuesday lame/ not at the same time subhumans! i hope i can go!! post comment

[07 Aug 2007|11:53pm] ..exhausted.. but monday i think i will ever have... woke up at 7 got ready met up with a bunch of tess' friends went on a 5 hour canoe trip it was beautiful we stopped everyso often to just chill and swim there even was a stream and when i walked up the stream there were three beautful butterflies (i think they were monarchs) i got so close i could touch them ....bautiful...just beautiful post comment

[01 Aug 2007|11:18pm] 21 more days...not including today this week was cool went to new orleans on tuesday then drunkness yesterday drank a lil too much nights kinda a blur today i hung out with a bunch of guys haha buncha WoW nerds but i cant talk >.< o0o0o and i almost got inot a car accident that was no good john was turning and the other guy was going straight and i guess they didnt see eachother but then i yelled and john swirved and so did they guy and were all alright :) night post comment

[29 Jul 2007|06:15pm] i stretched my ears to 0 i have about a thousand mosquito bites my days of being sober came to an end out here.... i have one main friend out here we spend our days with stoners...they get so lame.... that i get high just to make them go away saw the simpsons movie it was hilarious im hanging out with mallory and my sister tess i read running with scissors now reading dry i miss home sometimes..... ..but i like it out here i like driving on roads covered with trees as far as the eye can see... ....watching as my brother and sister grow i miss my stinky.. but mostly i miss you i miss your touch and they way you smell laying around all day and staring into your beautiful eyes.... *sigh* 22 more days..... post comment

[29 Jul 2007|06:02pm] 24 more days till i come home post comment

[05 Jun 2007|09:20pm] meh meh meh so i saw dillon today that was nice he came during the second half of art class and then stayed till 8 i enjoyed his company but i would have really enjoyed some affection ...why dont you understand that 1 comment|post comment

This isnt to Dillon [04 Jun 2007|10:54pm] suidgfslzgkdslz hmmm ...look...and just listen i love you from the moment i layed eyes on you to the time you gave me a shoulder to cry on your as vital to me as the sun is to the earth ...i dont think i could live without you your the blood that keeps my heart beating and the oxygen that keeps me from suffocating i miss the love of my fucking life ...i miss my best friend... post comment

[04 Jun 2007|10:26pm] you can go fuck yourself thats all thers is to it post comment

[31 May 2007|09:04pm] SATURDAY is my first day of drivers ed ....hopefully christina,victor, and i will gets to chill >.< ...and maybe...if im lucky ill get to see my boo as well... ...kinda doubt it.. ...but a girl can dream cant she..... post comment

[29 May 2007|05:34pm] so far things are gradually getting better ..or maybe being angry and upset for so long caused me to just not give a shit anymore i donno either way im doing better ...except i dont think things will ever go back to the way they were post comment

[13 May 2007|12:16pm] i dont know what im doing anymore everything is falling apart im trying so hard to keep my head up and not let things get to me i really am but im failing miserably now post comment

[04 May 2007|07:54pm] ah.....i can already tell this weekend will be fantastic :) <3 post comment

[29 Apr 2007|11:18am] FUCK cops and their bullshit curfew law Court Date: June 13th post comment

[24 Apr 2007|07:18pm] [ mood | blah ] ai im bored..... school...counting down the days till its over ..im doing shitty in school but im sure that ill pass the semester weekend was...ok but i hope this weekend will be better post comment

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